voids...

sometimes i often feel a void, a void that creeps in at me, pulling me in. and i wonder if its just a vague feeling of mine or does it really have any significance? i couldn't ask for more in my life...i have all that i have wished for, almost... it wouldn't be right to wish for more than this, i feel. i have my favorite career field, the best parents one cud wish for, a perfect sibling, the awesome horde f friends, the best mate...almost everything! *touch wood*

i have been accustomed to being alone, in one way or the other... and maybe so, the emotion of such devoted attachment fails me! or rather i fail. but as i sit back and ponder on it further, the questions starts gnawing at me... am i doing it purposefully? keeping a glass silhouette to cover myself from the eyes out there? i really cant find an answer to it, despite every single attempt.

its that which makes me really wonder...is it a psychological response? of my mind shutting off the essential truth about myself? well... here i go, yet again... life seems so simple at times, so simple...that i cant help but look out for the complications...

strange are the ways of life, even stranger the way human minds work...

how essentially true!!! ain't it?

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