Timeless Reflections!

its been a long while since i penned something in here... just get lazy...and then when i get into the mood to pen something, i pen it as verse! its shorter and less time consuming for me :D hehe!
well... today, i feel like there is such a calm feeling all over , n all around me- that makes me feel so fresh!

sometimes i feel the world is a funny place to live in... the vibrant people, the variety of living and non living. everything appears like a bright carpet strung along with the many gray shades. nevertheless the world is a nice place to be at...

just need the right spirit, the strength to let oneself succumb to humane weaknesses, and yearn to get out of it.. :) that just makes life, beautiful!!!

i just wonder if i have an existence distinctly unique? or is just a desire, a longing to be unique?

as usual i don't make any sense, i know. but then, i keep imagining myself to be special. to be touched by the gift of god, in a special way! strange ain't it? narcissistic desires!!!! phew, i sure am narcissistic, for one thing.

well,

is it a problem or a disorder, if i happen to like myself , a bit, errr... maybe a li'll too much!!!!

hmmm.... i just don't get it!!!

what if am my best friend?!? would ya call that narcissism??

what if i love myself for the little things i do?? is that again self-love?

hmm, i just dunno!

and maybe, i'l neva get to know too...!

then why the heck am i typing all this out, i wonder?!?!?