Awarded :)

I guess, November has proved to be Sweet, once again! I have just been conferred the Free Spirited and Independent Blogger Award, by Usha mema, Shalini, Praveen and Rini. Firstly I'd want to thank them, for this rare honour!!! Thank you!

And now to pass it on. I would want to share this with:

1. Rukhiya

2. Jagadeesh

3. Soumya

Congratulations everyone!!!

Feminism - A Tag!

Well, to be on the safe side, let me make it clear that this topic is a bit too heavy for the little brain of mine to even try to comprehend, forget expressing it in words. But since I have been tagged by Usha mema, am left with no way to excuse myself out of this. So, do put up with me and my mostly insane ideologies and opinions.

Feminism! According to Wikipedia, it is termed to be the belief in the political, social, and economic equality of women. It has been said that feminism has an elaborate history, with theories and philosophies that has changed across the centuries. What I am going to type further may not find many takers, especially amongst the fairer sex.

Centuries ago, feminism gained roots in a society dominated by men and only men. There was no doubt, an era, when the female fetus was ruthlessly murdered, and the girl child was sold off, as young brides, and at other times, for money. Then there were inhuman practices, where the widow had to burn herself alive in her husband's funeral pyre. And the inequalities prevailed as injustices. The families revolved around the boy child, while the girl child was suppressed and shoved behind the veils. The society was built of men, with no space for the fairer sex, better termed as the weaker sex, in all respects. When women all over the world got to know of the cruel injustices prevailing all over, there erupted the seed of feminism- a unison for a righteous cause. And no doubt, it got to be a constant hit.

But now, things have changed and are continuously changing. Now there is equality in almost all aspects of life. Women have come across to outshine the men in every realm of life. Am glad that I belong to this decade, this society of today, where I have the choice and freedom to express my views and opinions. But I find many, who still argue relentlessly over the so called gender bias, and harassment.I wonder out aloud, is the whole ideology of feminism and all the rules of reservation and rules against harassment of women that go with it, a source of sheer arrogance and assured comfort for the woman or does the everyday commonplace woman fully understand the importance of the flowery dream of ‘equality of the sexes’? Ain't it an irony in itself that the women who cry aloud feminism, actually revel under the gender based privileges offered to them, and yet are obsessed with the so called equality factor!?!

I have a feeling that I might be stoned by my counterparts for this one. I do acknowledge the fact that there a still many who suffer under the truancy of men. But there are injustices in every aspect of life. And it is not inflicted based on the gender differences, and has broader dimensions today. What I have tried to focus on, is the modern day women, and the society of which I am an integral part. And I truly believe that the world is as much mine, as it is yours, or anyone else's, for that matter. And that is just the reason why I find no interest or empathy towards feminism.

Well, I'd like to hear it from you people now. Let me just sign off this write up with an optimistic note, that I be spared :)

Phew!! I am just back after attending another of those Big Fat Kerala Weddings!

Being relatives(Huh! Don't get me started with the pedagogy though, It'd eat up the entire space here!), I couldn't make up excuses to skip this one. Not that I didn't try. Even tried enacting a scene out of Tom Sawyer's life, feinting sick. But even my 65 year old grandma is too smart for her age! She just wouldn't budge. So with no way out, I gave in, for the slaughter.

The wedding was held at Ashirwad lawns, one of the best auditoriums of our city. (Well...Why the heck am I typing out the details, as if you'd care :D ) Anyways, I reached there a good 2 hours early. Courtesy my grandma, who has a certain specialized form of OCD( Obsessive compulsive disorder)where she'd get ready hours and hours before time, and worst of all, expect the same out of me too.And you must have guessed by now,I am just darn lazy. But when she gets into one of those moods, there's no way out. Today being one of those days, I didn't even try to coax her out of it. And we ended up arriving along with the catering team, and the decoration agency. And had the best times of life inviting the bride's family in! How gross, nay?

I didn't keep my mouth shut, all the while nagging my grandma. But pretty soon, the scenario changed. And I got to be the victim. Came into scene, all the aunts and great aunts, whose sole interest seemed to be me and my wedding plans. God! I wonder, don't these ladies have nothing to do? The silly remarks and all the teasing and taunting that seemed no a less torture than being force fed poison, they never left me at peace! Some seemed to be walking marriage bureaus, stunning me with proposals all the time we came face to face! I tried to fake grand smiles and even tried my hand at giving the typical *shy-gonna be-bride* smiles!! Phew! I could have choked one of them, for sure!

As though I hadn't had enough, there came in the rush of all uncles and wise old men. Their interest basically revolved around my parents. To be exact, the very fact that my parents weren't present for the wedding. Now, how could someone expect dad to come down all the way to India, just to attend his wife's great aunt's son's daughter's husband's sister's daughter's wedding??? Beats me, truly! I managed to give in sympathetic nods and *yeah-i-couldn't-have-agreed-more* looks!! Another breed wanted to know of the current health scenario, and the income prospects after my graduation. What the heck? If I had some clues, I'd be doing something worthwhile than attending this wedding!!

Somehow, I managed to move into the dressing room, where sat the dainty bride! God!! I literally had a fright seeing her! She couldn't have been made up to look worse than this. The layers and layers and layers of make up made her seem like an alien! And all the glittering gold! Pity, the girl couldn't walk proper, weighed down by all that gold! I stood watching her in awe. The very fact that she seemed to be enjoying it made me go bonkers! Beats me, how one could tolerate this show off parade?!?! Gives me creeps, this kinda attitude!!

I walked away and managed to find a chair away from the horde of relatives. Several rows behind, I sat with people who seemed to be mere acquaintances of the groom's family. Lucky me! I didn't have to endure more of the "Oh! Its time for your wedding dear? You'd prefer an engineer in the US? I have just the perfect guy for you!" and "Oh, you look so lean! Mom's not even bothered, is it poor gal? Come over to aunts house, I'l fatten you up" (As though I needed more of fat over me...Yucks!)conversations! I did manage to catch in snippets of conversations here and there, regarding estimations of the bride's gold, the umpteen faults with the wedding arrangements and comparisons with previous wedding bashes!!

I just have no idea how I managed to endure the hours spent in the freak place! Finally, it was time to leave and I just uttered a silent prayer!!

Thank God!!!!!! No more of these Big Fat Weddings, please!!!!!

Being so very new into the world of actual blogging, this has come as a huge surprise!! A pleasant one no doubt! Firstly I'd wanna thank Praveen and Usha mema , for awarding me this lovely butterfly! Thanks a bunch :) It has colored my day to such a great extend! Thank You!!

I guess I am supposed to pass the award onto fellow bloggers whom I enjoy reading. Here are the rules regarding the award!

1. Put the logo on your blog.
2. Add a link to the person who awarded it to you.
3. Link the bloggers whom you wanted to share this award to.

So, I'd like to pass the Butterfly Award onto:

1. Soumya

2. Man in Painting

3. Vrinda

4. Aria

5. Shalini


Congrats to everyone!! :)

Ah! Love Bites!!

Love Bites!!

I am not talking of those love bites that are often masked with the dab of compact or concealer. No, no... Am talking of the emotional trauma and pain that often comes along with love. Most of it are tolerable, when you know the love is mutual and the pain is just momentary. When in love, the emotional strings attached are often sources of enormous joy as well as sorrow. You get affected by every slight change in your lover. The attitude, the words, the silence- everything finds a new meaning, different each time over. And its a dependence that drags you in, deeper and deeper with each passing day. But as rightly said, there is a hidden pleasure behind these momentary tiffs and heart aches. For, end of the day, there is always a sweet making up, and you bond closer than before! So in steady relationships love bites just add spice to the blooming love!

But in case of a love unrequited, the heart ache is rather a heart break. Watching the one person, for whom you could even try eating broccoli, (er...figurative, you can pick your own food, the one thing you earnestly dislike!) walk away, is one of the hardest things in life. And often, it leaves a scar that cannot be wiped off. Yeah, time does play the role of a concealer as it heals the ache over time. Some of these lonely hearts try to find another heart with which it can start a new therapy, while certain others switch over to the Devdas Era, and then there's a sudden boom in the liquor and beverages industry. I often wonder how would these beverage corps do without these Devdas-es! God bless these guys! They help an industry survive! Truly magnanimous, ain't they?

Yeah, talking about love bites, there's a third category. Here the victims are actually innocent. They would have just rejected some proposal and continued with their lives, without bothering or even noticing the love bite on their counterparts in this drama. And then the other person gets violent and revengeful and the whole scene gets messy. Here there is victimization where the innocent gets a love bite, despite having no definite role to play. And I gather this is the hardest of love bites!

So love hurts... If not you, it hurts some one else...! Yet, there's nothing like Love!!! Its the only pure emotion that has the power to change your world and mine!! Ain't it in itself a contradiction??!

Ah! Love bites!!

The Calling....!

1 January 2008.
00.00am

I walked across the room to the wall where hung the calender. Crossing off the 31st of December, I stood in deep thought.Its January 1st already! The one day that could change my world upside down. Anticipation flooded my senses and I felt butterflies play a symphony in my tummy. Sitting on my bed, My hands cupped in prayer, I closed my eyes and meditated. In the muted silence of the night, the only other sounds were the occasional vehicles on the road and the buzz of mosquitoes. I tried to shut my eyes close and sleep. But in vain. Restless, I got out of my bed and decided to checklist the items for the day.

The pink salwar kameez, all pressed without even a single crease, lay on the hanger, safe. I opened the clutch purse and counted the cash once again. 5 grand and some odd change. The lipstick and compact had cost me a bundle. Yet, I needed them for the day and had picked it up with no guilt pangs. I put them back into the purse and decided to sleep. Switching off the lights, I hit the bed.

07.00am

I don't know when I slipped into sleep last night. Now the time showed 7am. I rushed in for a shower. Slipping into the new salwar suit, I felt pretty. Admiring myself in the mirror I smiled. "Not bad, not bad at all" At 5 feet 8 inches, I stood taller than most Indian women. With a fair skin and long curly hair, I have always managed to turn heads where ever I go. Once again, the knot in my stomach churned and I blushed red in excitement. The time sped by as I fixed my curls and dabbed on some make up.

10.00am

I yelled a goodbye to my mom and walked out of our apartment. The traffic was terrible as usual. There are times when I wished I were rich, just to be able to afford a helicopter to avoid the hurdles of Mumbai traffic. But then as the saying goes, If wishes were horses....! I waited for a rickshaw for a while. And finally found one. I hopped in, with no time to spare.

"Bhaiyya, Orchid Hotel, Nehru Road. Zara tez chalana, thodi jaldi me hu"

"Humphhhhh"

I sat back, the nervousness reaching up to a state of paranoia. It was to be our first meeting. I met Rakesh on the internet around 6 months back. He is basically from Delhi. But after his graduation he left for the US, where he completed his post graduation at Arizona University and is currently working as a software engineer in the US. And that's exactly what I was planning to do. I planned to get into Arizona University for my Masters. My parents would never approve nor could they afford to send me to the US for studies. And I hated being poor, for this reason and a hell lot more. Anyways, the job at the BPO had given me a source of income. And I had somehow managed to give my GRE and the score being decent enough would fetch me a seat abroad. But applying to universities had been a pain, for the cash requirements were too much for me to handle. But thanks to Rakesh, I could apply to quite a few universities. Coming to Rakesh, I sure hoped he looks handsome and smart. The anxiety seemed to rise with each passing moment!

10.45am

"Orchid"

I awoke from my reverie. "Kitna hua?"

"Thees rupaiyya"

I paid the cash and walked in through the gates. Its the first time I've ever set my foot at Orchid. I felt nervous and very much out of place. I walked into the restaurant, and with the help of the manager I found the table reserved for us. I sat down, a nervous wreck, expecting my Prince Charming to come any moment and sweep me off my feet. I felt a hand on my shoulder. Startled, I turned back.

Freeze!!!

The whole scene froze before my eyes. I found a dark, pudgy man with a receding hairline and cleft lips. My hands trembled, my eyes failed to focus. I passed out, I gather.

11.30am

My head really ached, and I felt all dizzy. The room felt oddly strange and I managed to sit up on the bed. Rakesh was sitting next to me, holding my hands in his. I felt sick, nauseous.

"Kya hua jaan? You alright now?"

"ummm... Nothing ... I just have a nasty headache"

"Don't worry darling. I'll get you an aspirin. You rest up. I'll be right back"

I watched the beefy man walk out of the room. I felt disgusted, and hurt.The disappointment crept in and I felt anger at myself rising. All I wanted to do was leave. I stood up still feeling dizzy, grabbed my purse and slipped into my sandals and was about to move about, when I found an envelope on the table, addressed to me. I opened it and found my visa processed, and there were the scholarship sanction and the admission letter from Arizona university.I felt weak all off the sudden. Torn between anger and desire, I sat down on the couch.

"Ah! Spoilsport! You spoiled my surprise. Anyways, Congrats sweetheart! You are flying to the US. Here's your aspirin."

I gulped down the tablet and looked at him and smiled weakly.

"Thanks a lot Rakesh", I managed to quip.

"Come on Neeta, this is the least I could do for you. Now smile baby, US is at your calling. "

I felt his hands on my shoulder once again. I felt the weight of the envelope pulling me down. He forced me to face him and I felt his cleft lips close down on mine.The nausea returned once again, and I felt the bile rise. Yet my eyes strayed onto the envelope and I never freed myself from him.

Everything turned smokey all off a sudden. I felt his hands all over me. I felt the weight of his body over me, pushing me down and hurting me. Then I felt no more. Everything happened in a haze and I kept replaying the Envelope in my mind...The Envelope...The Envelope...And I felt him shudder and go limp, over me. I closed my eyes shut. It was cold, all off a sudden.

After a while I heard his snores and I pushed his hand away from me. I slipped out of bed and held the envelope in my hand. Sitting on the couch, with a blanket over me, I looked out of the window...

...America, here I come, I whispered to no one...!

It's the very first time I have been tagged... Thanks to Usha Mema, am ready for some action, and here I go...!!

-Yesterday
Your oldest memories

My oldest memories eh? Hmm... The earliest of memories I have is of my trip to India. I must have been almost two and half years of age. I remember vaguely the preparations for the trip, the endless hours of shopping, tagging along with mom and dad, whining and cribbing for a doll house, getting yelled upon, and still bawling at the loudest of voices. And I remember being granted my wish, sitting all smug in our car, admiring my very own doll house, while my mom and dad sat in muted silence... And I have vague memories of being friendly with an air hostess, with the same name as mine, getting a doll from her and visiting the air hostess cabin...Just vague memories, which I confirmed with my mom, just a while back!!!

And I remember my walks with grandpa, on most evenings of our vacation in India. Holding his hand, I'd walk to the small grocery shop near home and he'd talk to everyone on the streets, introduce me to them, saying I'm the foreign return kid (oooh... I loved hearing that!! hehe :D) And by late eve we'd walk back home with some peanuts in my hand... English was the only language I knew then, and I'd chatter endlessly with my grandpa, about life abroad, my school, mom and dad and much much more...! Missing Grandpa now :)

So thats it- my earliest, oldest memories!


-What were you doing ten years ago?

Ten years!! It seems like eons ago!! Ten years ago, I'd been in the stage of transition from a kid to a teenager... An age of all woes and a hell lot of attitude problems. With all the usual pangs of adolescence, rebellious in thoughts, yet not that brave to let the thoughts out. Friends meant the world to me, then. Studies were never much of a deal, for I've always managed to do well academically (*pats myself!!* hehe) Its also the time when I wrote my first poetry. I still remember the poem...It was an art project at school... Painting and renovation work was going on at home and amidst all the clutter and noise, I managed to find a peaceful spot and sat down to write my first poetry! Pleased with myself, I stepped out to get myself some water, during which someone got hold of my poetry. I heard the laughs downstairs and ran along, to find my poetry being scorned.... I still remember the anger and ache I felt at that moment... But then, I got the top scores at school for my poem. And ever since, I haven't let go of my poetry!! I guess this is the one gift I got ten years ago...! Apart from that, everything had been the same...The normal life of a 13 year old...!


-Today

Today, am glad I'm me!! Truly narcissistic a statement, I know! But then, I know I couldn't have asked for being anyone other than me. I enjoy my life, every single moment is special and utterly so...! I have the ups and downs of life, just as every one... Yet, I know I can manage it all.. In the final year of graduation, at CMC, I have reached that stage where I know that my college days are coming to an end, and soon, I'd be ready to step out into the actual space of Life and Living. But I look up to it with awe, and so full of dreams! And I believe, I'm gonna do it well and make it BIG!! :)

These five years at Calicut, have molded me to the person that I am. Juggling my time between studies and home, I know I have absorbed and learned, more than ever. College has been an enriching experience, academically and in terms of experiences. Have had a very topsy curvy life at college... With a lot of troubles starting from ragging to adjustment problems, tiffs with classmates, warnings from principal and a lot much more... Maybe I'd start off my college era as a separate post sometime, if there are any takers, I mean!

I had been at home with just my grandma for some time. And its been one of the best things that has happened to me.But these times of being together has changed me to an extend unexplainable!! From knowing to manage a household( Yups, I know it all...from pretty decent cooking to taking care of all the monthly bills, the medical check ups to the grocery shopping, the arguments at the fish markets to the maintenance works at home, its been an amazing experience that I'd never ever forget!), these days have made me the person I am, today! And I am indebted, to Life for throwing such experiences at my way...!!


-Tomorrow

Tomorrow...! I am currently on a month leave from college. So I'd be at home tomorrow. Have some chores at home to be done... Slaying the dragons, as Usha mema says...hehehe!! Apart from that, I need to pay the telephone bills and one of our taps have gone on strike..So need to get a plumber too. And maybe, I'd find some time to study. Have exams nearing. Final year, the pressure just kills...! So yea, that is about tomorrow!


-What do you see yourself doing 14 years from now?

This is my favourite question in this tag :) 14 years from now, I find myself happy and gay, sharing my life with my adorable Googligan Husband ( Hehehehe!!!) and my lovely little kids - Nakshatra, Prithvi, Arthvika and Gagan!! ( Lolz... I have a liking for excess..! hehehe!!) and working, either at any hospital or else at any Pharma company in the United Kingdom( Well, my husband would get a posting there. So, fixing upon UK)!! That's the picture I have in my mind!! :)

There are a lot many more dreams and visions...But, I'd grade them personal...! So this is it for you to know!! :)


-If you build a time capsule what would it contain?

My family, friends and dear ones! A good luck charm I cherish so much, that my life could never be the same without it. Its a memoir from one of the dearest persons in my life, who unfortunately is no more... And my Diary, that has soaked in my tears and smiles, joys and sorrows! I guess that'd be it!! :)


It has been such a fabulous ride, this tag... Got me wind up and down the path of my life, till date!! Thanks once again Usha mema!!! And am I supposed to tag people now??? ( Am pretty ignorant about how this tag thingy works!! )

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Touch Wood

The morning sun peeked in through the curtains. It irked me to no extend, having to wake up forcefully. Sigh! Mom was even more lenient than this, I fathomed. Reluctantly I sat up on the king size bed, stretched my arms wide.Ah! It feels good, after all!After what seems like a quarter of an hour , I forced myself out of the bed, the blankets tangled up, caught at my ankles. I pried open the knots. the clock showed 7am. Pretty early by my standards rather.

I went up to the television stand, put on a DVD in the player and went ahead with my morning ablutions. The music of Ghulam Ali filled the air. Soothing melodious ghazal "chupke chupke..." floated into my ears. Fresh as a daisy, I stepped out in my robe and started to rummage through the wardrobe. Am no celebrity to have oodles f clothes, but I do have a pretty good stock! Picking out blue denims n a white kurti, I change into it. Gosh, I need to lose weight! Its getting scary. And is that a pimple? Darn! After a vain attempt at cursing the pimple off,I moved onto make myself a cup of hot coffee... There's nothing like a warm coffee in morn, don't you agree?

I forced myself not to peek into your room. If you can play the game, so canI. Ii tiptoed into the kitchen, fixed myself a coffee n toast. My thoughts mauled at me- do I make some for you too? And would you accept it or just toss it away? My already battered ego needs no further toss. So I decided against it. Sipping coffee and reading the newspaper, I sat in the kitchen. After a while I heard a range of swearing and cursing, from your room. I felt good, knowing that you are finding it hard to manage without me. A wee bit proud of myself, if you can understand. And then, I heard the door slammed shut- the bathroom door, I gathered. And I chuckled.

Clearing off my breakfast, I got ready for the day out. Being a no-fuss person I don't take too much time to get ready! Actually speaking, everyone in my family says am a quickie in everything. Guess so! With my hair tied up in a pony tail, kohl lined eyes and a shade of nude lip gloss, am ready for the day. I wonder if I should tell you that am leaving, and decided to leave a note by the refrigerator. I know you'd never miss your morning juice. So a note I penned "Off now. Back by 7. Pick up the car from the garage and don't forget to pay the electricity bills. Bye."I wanted to sign off with "love"! But my ego hesitated, and so did I.

I drove away.
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Its almost 7pm.A couple of minutes early, I noted. Clicking open the lock, I entered into the pitch darkness of the house. Switching on the lights, I found its still dark. Darn! You must have not paid the bills, I mutter in irritation. And as I move into my room,I find your room to be lit in a soft light. Tip-toeing I entered your room. Lo! I find someone dozing in front of the candle, head on the table. I find a book at the foot of the bed, clothes all over the place and coffee spilled over the table. Irked, I were. Yet, I couldn't suppress a smile, watching you sleep ever so innocent. So I decide to give it up. (As always, you win!)

Heylo... Get up, will you?

Uh? What?

Hehe... Its almost dinner time. And God, what a mess? And no power too...Forgot again, eh?

Yeah...Kinda...Hope you ain't mad at me...?

Never mind... Now budge and ring for a pizza.

I light a candle and clear the room, while you help me with the dinner. Well, dialing for a pizza is help, after all, ain't it?
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A candle burns at the distance, as we dig in at the pizza, laughing at ourselves.
Together, we make the best out of everything, don't we?
you ask, staring at me intense.
yeah! I nod in agreement.
Some times I feel so blessed, and I guess this is one of those times!

Touch Wood!!

First Day at College!!

I walked in through the college gate and reached the portico. Calicut Medical College- embossed in thick, the words rang a tinkle in my mind! Pleasure, of being there!

Gently moved in, the corridor seemed crowded- seniors, juniors- all the usual horde. Feeling all confident (overconfident!) i walked in, i headed straight to the co-operative store... Wanted to buy myself a few pens. The place seemed highly crowded and there were just two men in the store; one of them sitting in leisure, playing on his cell phone, at the cashier's desk. the other guy seemed to strain so hard to meet to all the demands of the people. He seemed so very tired. I couldn't stay silent. i went over to the guy(handsome, i must add) at the cashier's desk and gave him a "how-derogatory-look". He looked puzzled at first.

Then asked "What could i do for you? "

All smug, i replied :"Can't you see the poor chap's state? He's working so hard while you sit and play with your cell phone.. Got some conscience?Can't you offer some help?"

"Am sorry.. I got carried away madam. What do you want?"

I felt good and calm. Relaxed, i gave my order. all done, I walked my way back to class.
Half way, i heard a voice, calling out to me, asking me to stop. Confused, i turned back! And lo-

Walking over to me, the cashier chap, with his white coat on, a Steth draped around his neck, all smiles. Petrified i stood watching. Gasp, I'd goofed up, yet again!!!

Smiling my all-embarrassed-smile, i stood. He walked over to me and said teasing "You need anything, just gimme a buzz... Am Rahul, final year." Smiling hard, he walked away.
I stood stone-like, watching him go. And as he reached the stairs, he turned back and gave a wink! And i smiled, sheepishly!

A fab first day, ain't it? ;)

its been a long while since i penned something in here... just get lazy...and then when i get into the mood to pen something, i pen it as verse! its shorter and less time consuming for me :D hehe!
well... today, i feel like there is such a calm feeling all over , n all around me- that makes me feel so fresh!

sometimes i feel the world is a funny place to live in... the vibrant people, the variety of living and non living. everything appears like a bright carpet strung along with the many gray shades. nevertheless the world is a nice place to be at...

just need the right spirit, the strength to let oneself succumb to humane weaknesses, and yearn to get out of it.. :) that just makes life, beautiful!!!

Narcissistic me!

i just wonder if i have an existence distinctly unique? or is just a desire, a longing to be unique?

as usual i don't make any sense, i know. but then, i keep imagining myself to be special. to be touched by the gift of god, in a special way! strange ain't it? narcissistic desires!!!! phew, i sure am narcissistic, for one thing.

well,

is it a problem or a disorder, if i happen to like myself , a bit, errr... maybe a li'll too much!!!!

hmmm.... i just don't get it!!!

what if am my best friend?!? would ya call that narcissism??

what if i love myself for the little things i do?? is that again self-love?

hmm, i just dunno!

and maybe, i'l neva get to know too...!

then why the heck am i typing all this out, i wonder?!?!?

29 february 2008!!!

2008, a leap year!!!!

strange!! i feel this leap year thing is very strange... not for its existence... but for its face value!
i mean, its not very often that ya come across a feb 29th! n when it comes, it never creates a bang...it just goes by unnoticed...why??

i often wonder about people who are born on feb 29th! celebrating birthdays ain't important...but calculating them could turn tricky! and somehow i have a huge fascination for people born on this day! but i hardly know anyone! thats the sad part!

just as i am penning this down i get this urge of getting married on a feb 29th! i mean, that would cause a lotta benefits!

  • no yearly expenditure on gifts, parties, anniversary celebrations.
  • no fights and arguments over forgotten anniversaries
  • no chance of unwanted demands for treats at work and among friends
  • finally, when it comes once in 4 years, you just feel you-hafta make it special.
see, ain't it a wonderful romantic date to get married? maybe i should keep that in mind... the next one's in 2012.. gee..that is a long time ahead! hehe... maybe i should skip the feb 29th plans after all!!!! hehehe!

married bliss cant be delayed, can it be? :D




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voids...

sometimes i often feel a void, a void that creeps in at me, pulling me in. and i wonder if its just a vague feeling of mine or does it really have any significance? i couldn't ask for more in my life...i have all that i have wished for, almost... it wouldn't be right to wish for more than this, i feel. i have my favorite career field, the best parents one cud wish for, a perfect sibling, the awesome horde f friends, the best mate...almost everything! *touch wood*

i have been accustomed to being alone, in one way or the other... and maybe so, the emotion of such devoted attachment fails me! or rather i fail. but as i sit back and ponder on it further, the questions starts gnawing at me... am i doing it purposefully? keeping a glass silhouette to cover myself from the eyes out there? i really cant find an answer to it, despite every single attempt.

its that which makes me really wonder...is it a psychological response? of my mind shutting off the essential truth about myself? well... here i go, yet again... life seems so simple at times, so simple...that i cant help but look out for the complications...

strange are the ways of life, even stranger the way human minds work...

how essentially true!!! ain't it?

Here'z sumthin I'd cherish, all mah lyf !!!!!! :)


Dr.Jismi
A Friend Is Someone
Who Knows The Song In Ur Heart
And Can Sing It Back To You,
When U Have Forgotten The Words..!!
Take care my dear friend..miss u a lot!!


Eclatant
Hmm...there are many jingles which you can hear in your course of life and there are a few of them whom you cherish even in odd times..Sasha is one of that rather unique jingle whom i feel has that potential to make a mark of her own in everyone's life. I feel she has it in her DNA (maybe she mutated..lol!!!!)....no matter wherever she is, she has a very warm heart within herself. Aha, one more amazing thing about her is her ability to handle some of the most crucial parts of her life on her own without someone being right there for her. That makes me rather too compulsive to say that I salute her coz I don't think everyone has that. Amazing is what I would all say about her and she is the best companion for everyone..She is a girl with her own values & principles preserved in herself to the core.She is Cute,got the beautiful smile....so keep smiling for ever....& don't ever change cuz ur one of da Few good people on planet EARTH...God Bless Ya


Mabel
It's in the reach of her arms
The stride of her step,
The curl of her lips.

It's in the fire in her eyes,
The swing in her waist,
And the joy in her feet.

It's in the arch of her back,
The sun of her smile,
The grace of her style.

Head's not bowed.
She doesn't shout or jump about
Or have to talk real loud.

I say,

It's in the click of her heels,
The bend of her hair,
the palm of her hand,
The need of her care,

'Cause she's a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's she... !

A fine blend of sophistication n innocence; maturity n childishness; beauty n brains; fun n seriousness; care n mischief; sunshine n occasional clouds; adventure n homeliness; she's a phenomenal person, she's Sashu!!

Love you, the way you are; proud of you, always!

soorya: To My Swt Frnd...

Flowers need sunshine, violets need dew, all angels in heaven know I need u. years may fly, tears may dry, but my friendship with u will never die.
I have seen angels in the sky… I have seen snowfall in july… I have seen things u only imagine to see… But I haven’t seen anything sweeter than u.
How can u tell the rain not 2 fall when clouds exist? How can u tell the leaves not 2 fall when wind exist? How can u tell me not to fall in friendship when u exist.
Sometimes my mind asked why? I miss u, Why? I care 4 u, Why? I remember u then my heart answered its simply b’coz you are a sweet friend! & be my frnd 4ever dear....

αηυ ... αмι∂ѕт: I know you are there,
You are always there.
You are the reassurance in my life,
Nudging me forever to go on and ‘live’ life.

A smile from you on a gloomy day,
A few kind words when the day seems gray.
An invisible yet powerful hug from across the miles,
Your kind gestures make a big difference in my life.

‘God – sent’ you are,
Like a guardian angel for me.
Nothing in the world ever,
Could stop me from trusting you blindly.

May God bless you always,
You are locked in my heart till eternity.


Nisha: What would i have done or been if only you werent my bestest friend!!!!!
It is not because you have a solution to all my problems but the way u can help me overcome the hurdles, and not because you were there to give me a shoulder to weep on, but because even across the distances you never let me feel the loneliness and its not because you made me laugh always but because of the ways you cheered me up in the gloominess. I never felt lonely ever, cos you never let me my dear. Whether others stay or not i am not sure...but am sure you are my friend,my bestest friend for a life time.

Arjun: missing you ain't new....but still itz like de very first tym...keep smilin....
god bless us

ChEtHaN !!!: ur an indispensable part of me which i can never ever part with..ur mah bestest friend n u will always be mah bestest friend..... .n i love u very very much

jismi: In my garden of life,ther an ever lasting flower...
a flower which blooms everyday
a flower tat hv alwayz spread itz sweet fragrance!!
Dear,im so lucky to hv u in life
ur my BEST FRIEND!!
I love u da!
I miss u so much!


bhagya: A friend is a tissue when you can't stop crying

A friend is a shoulder when you feel like dying

A friend always listens when you have something to say

A friend is a week when you just need a day

A friend is a crutch when you have a broken heart

A friend is a sun when the rain just won't stop

A friend is a phone call when you can't leave your home

A friend is a hand when you feel all alone

A friend is a wing if you want to fly

A friend understands without knowing why

A friend is an ear for a secret to tell

A friend is a love that can never let go

When it comes to Sashu, every line written above is far more sweeter than it really sounds.....

Love you lots, dear....


Sunita :
One of the most prolific poets i have come across in my life...she weaves words in such a way that one is left carrying the feelings in the heart....

I wish you all the best in ur every endeavour Sash..

God Bless U Dear :)


Pathik:
Beauty, Poise, Compassion, Loving nature, Kindness,Ambition, Style,etc,etc,etc. You name the qualities one looks for in a woman, Sash has it all. I know her since she was a teeny weeny teenager and she's still the same. She still has the same Zeal to live life to its fullest and knows how to create a perfect balance between friends, family and personal development.
She's one person whom I consider as one of my own, on Planet Earth. May god bless her with whatever she wants in life and May God Bless me with her friendship forever.

Ityaadi........:

I do not know your name
But I know your every song
Every poem of yours
I shall always sing along


Get set to get: My sweetest kiddo! Just wanna say a few things ....

Thanks a lot for making my life so meaningful and happy!

Thanks for making me realize things before they got nasty...

Thanks for being there always by my side....

I Love you my lil angel.....may happiness...peace and good health be always by your side!!!


└●Д╬ђμℓ●┐™: abt sash
she's one whom i really care abt... and one who really care for me..
i'm really happy having her in ma lyf..
she so cute...one with a 100watt smile...
she's a good philosopher too
always gives good advices too.....
luv yaa


... PsYcHe: Sashu has been gifted with the ability to bring a ray of sunshine into any room she enters. She is extremely personable, vibrant and a real joy to be around. She always has something interesting(including all those " God bless") to say and intrigue you with.She makes you laugh about the silliest things and puts a permanent smile on your face. Few people make a point of understanding or realizing their purpose in life. I believe she always knew it.

She is truly "spirit filled", and brimming over with an abundant joy that she shares with all who meet her. Her words, and her writing touch us in a special place in our hearts, filling the empty spaces with the emotional and spiritual sustenance that we all need so much.Gal I am blessed to know you!"

Thanks for all your friendship and precious wishes.

Wishing you Love and Light now and always! -


Meenakshi: Well not getting where to start from....... Jhoot bolu ya sach yeh bhi samjh nahi aa raha hain.... Hehe. Actually she is a wonderful gal I ever met. Shez the perfect combination of beauty + brain. And one secret is that I am a BIG FAN of her, hope I cud be as talented as her. One more thng, she is a very gud writer too. Whenever I need her she always stay by my side. I just luv chatting wid her over phone. I do remember the days when we use to spend hours and hours chattin both of the net and over ph (sms thru). But now-a-days due to the loads of studies on her we hardly chat. Hope that golden day return soon. And fir mujhe Sashu ki smile bhi bahut pyaari lagti hain. Well hoping to meet soon. Atleast engagment n shaadi ke din toh invite karna mujhe.. Hehe. I just luv u and hope u never change urself. Just be the way u r. God provided her everything still she live so simple and proud of nothing, also don't show any attitude. I just luv her. Muahhhh.. She is not only friend but I consider her as my sister too..


I am worst at
I do like my speakers because, sometimes they come up with Billy Joel, singing "Uptown girl, She has been living in

an uptown world" & then it brings Sashlum, back in front of my eyes, straight from some peculiar looking memory

cells of my tiny brain. An absolute girl + considerable intelligence & an intransigent mind - those are the

ingredients that form Sash. Her awesome US accent can be read through her craps & scraps She writes awesome

poems that always take you to a different horizon & when it comes to love theory - errrgh !! ;)

The most interesting quality - her presence of mind - as in, presence of her mind.

A really cutie to talk to, rather speak to. If you like psychology, philosophy, astrology, painting, music, writing,

engineering, medicine, literature, sports then shes the best creature to speak to, possibly on this earth.. Trust me

on saying that !!!!

even Endless things have to end somewhere ! so putting an end here..

Cheers Kid



Priya
oNe PeRsOn WhO cOuLd ChAnGe YoUr WoRlD uPsIdE dOwN... aNd JoIn YoU tHeRe, JuSt To SeE iF yOu ArE dOiNg FiNe!


Winnie the Pooh

This kid makes me super happy!!! My soul sis.....and a true friend who has been there always.....am really glad to have u as a part of my life! Hum dono me fevicol ka mazboot jod hai...tootega nahi!

She is as fresh as a daffodil....
Brings warmth and brightness in your life as the early morning sun.....
Wipes ur tears away with loads of smiles...happiness and fun.....

She is an angel.....


Soumya...
When you think of Exuberance and life ,Sashu can never be far behind.Have been talking to her for quite some time and its just recently that I have found the true and honest soul inside...From her graceful dance moves to living the expressions she gives words to --She is at ease everywhere..In this world ,Talent doesn't come with simplicity, but it has, in form of her adding every facade of her activities with sheer brilliance.Glad to bump into someone so childishly friendly as well as deeply matured as Sashz...Hope you entertain as well as assure all of us with your natural-self and a never to fade off presence..

Live on..and Shine on your crazy diamonds Miss.

SoUmY@

sonal
sash .... a beautiful and totally unpretentious soul! she is a ray of bright and sparkling sunshine ... atleast for me ... brightens up my day!!! love talking to her!!! totally in awe of the way she writes!!! [and i know sumone's blushing to the roots right now :D] i dont know how we got talking ... but i'm really glad we did!!! i love chatting with her ... a beauty with a heart of gold! so easy to love!!

you're a precious pear,l kiddo!!

really wonderful to have u as a part of my life!!!

ps - am hoping we can meet soon ... and ya, the icecream date is on!!!! u can take the brat off my hands nytime u want :D

Д§Κ ®ยเ§™
: •.¸¸.•♥´¨`♥•.¸ •.¸¸.•Everyone should have•.¸¸.•♥´¨`♥•.¸ •.¸¸.•
•.¸¸.•♥´¨`♥•.¸ •.¸¸.•a friend like you•.¸¸.•♥´¨`♥•.¸ •.¸¸.•
•.¸¸.•♥´¨`♥•.¸ •.¸¸.•You are so much fun to be with•.¸¸.•♥´¨`♥•.¸ •.¸¸.•
•.¸¸.•♥´¨`♥•.¸ •.¸¸.•And you are such a good person•.¸¸.•♥´¨`♥•.¸ •.¸¸.•
•.¸¸.•♥´¨`♥•.¸ •.¸¸.•You crack me up with laughter•.¸¸.•♥´¨`♥•.¸ •.¸¸.•
•.¸¸.•♥´¨`♥•.¸ •.¸¸.•And touch my heart with your kindness•.¸¸.•♥´¨`♥•.¸
•.¸¸.•♥´¨`♥•.¸ •.¸¸.•You have a wonderful ability•.¸¸.•♥´¨`♥•.¸ •.¸¸.•
•.¸¸.•♥´¨`♥•.¸ •.¸¸.•To know when to offer advice•.¸¸.•♥´¨`♥•.¸ •.¸¸.•
•.¸¸.•♥´¨`♥•.¸ •.¸¸.•And when to sit in quiet support•.¸¸.•♥´¨`♥•.¸ •.¸¸.•
•.¸¸.•♥´¨`♥•.¸ •.¸¸.•Time after time•.¸¸.•♥´¨`♥•.¸ •.¸¸.•
•.¸¸.•♥´¨`♥•.¸ •.¸¸.•You've come to my rescue•.¸¸.•♥´¨`♥•.¸ •.¸¸.•
•.¸¸.•♥´¨`♥•.¸ •.¸¸.•And brightend so many•.¸¸.•♥´¨`♥•.¸ •.¸¸.•
•.¸¸.•♥´¨`♥•.¸ •.¸¸.•I've realized how fortunate•.¸¸.•♥´¨`
•.¸¸.•♥´¨`♥•.¸ •.¸¸.•having a friend Like u •.¸¸.•♥´¨`♥•.¸

ChEtHaN
ivaloru boologa kallathiyaaaa

ChEtHaN
evale enikku valiyaishtamaanu.....


A r j u n: when i was falling, you gave me wings
when i drowning, you made me swim,
when i was choking, you breathed my life back,
and when i was living, indeed, you made it loving.


Hope I can find: Bacchi meri....life's fun cz ur around....am blessed to have you as a part of my littlle invisible world....Love you always


A r j u n: There is one song, which I believe summarizes everything I want to say about her...

She can kill with a smile, she can wound with her eyes
She can ruin your faith with her casual lies
And she only reveals what she wants you to see
She hides like a child, but she's always a woman to me
She can lead you to love, she can take you or leave you
She can ask for the truth, but she'll never believe
And she'll take what you give her as long it's free
Yeah, She steals like a thief, but she's always a woman to me
She never gives out
And she never gives in, she just changes her mind
And she'll promise you more than the garden of Eden
Then she'll carelessly cut you and laugh while you're bleeding
She's frequently kind and she's suddenly cruel
She can do as she pleases, she's nobody's fool
And she can't be convicted, she's earned her degree
And the most she will do is throw shadows at you,
But she's always a woman to me...

Love you, my crazy mate,to death & yeahh dreamz do come true sweetz...


KaMnA: at times i m so puzld wid d muzls muzes magnanamos masqued monarchies munching milestones in dis material ethereal surreal dat a twit-wit verbose(as dey say) larynx as me...fails to xpress ma own heart..
n dis is wtz hapnin right now...a real rare occassion though...

wel one fine day i wake up to find one imp thing..
presence a sudden one of a sweet sugar sacchrified n sanctified soul in ma life..
i start sharing serious confidences wid her...she in turn sows seeds of smiles hopes concern console charm..n a lot more...
i cant put nything precise n perfect to return optimal..
al i hav iz gratitude n pride.

thanx for being you..

ppl as u are born to outshine...

God bless ya wid d choicest blessinz..n abundances..
May dat smile on doz lips iz evr integrating..

no way i l let u go...lol

(lemme also thank dat dear very dear soul..dat made u..dis reachable for me...love ya loads mate..)


Nisha : life takes confusing turns n shes d one whom i can turn back alwz n pour out......
hey am confused wid lyf..missin ya wen important decisions are to be taken...
hey guys its all between us and not a word let out...i trust her to dat extnd...shes my best buddy 4 lyftym.....luv ya my saj .......


J@zz: walking down t/h memories,
i see a little girl wid whom i started my friendship in class IV
2gather we grew, we learned, n as time passed by we bcame best frndz
those dayz ,those momentz thy r the happiest time in my life
we wer 2gather for all the mischief under the sun!!!!
WE WER THE BEST!
Bt as yrs passed by n we needed 2 chose our life,our career we bcame miles apart
bt still when I need a frnd , when i feel lonely,when i need sumone the most
she was ther 2 lend me a hand n pull me up wid a heart whole of luv n care
n WE R THE BEST IN THIS WORLD
Thank u dear for being ther 4 me. miss u !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Hari(sh) Imagine cuddling with delightful dreams in the cradle's comfort, fancy fear staring straight at you from the grave's depths, picture the head being given a heave even as the heart gets hoisted high. Utterly unreal experiences. Read her to feel them for real. Dunno what else she has but do know that she has a wand in her hand that works wonders with words and a trove in her head full of thoughts to treasure. Wishing her to unearth a wealth from life. And thanks for the special scrapping sessions here in orkut. Thumbs up to Sasha!


niña del dios
Completely crazy like me....no wonder we gel !! Prolific poet...and a complete sweetheart...talking to her is always a de - stressing experience! Our talks range on absolutely unimportant topics ….and have no significance to whatever is affecting the world presently! Lol…just wanna say…lets carry on this craziness….as it keeps us healthy and fit !!Love ya loads....just be the same sweet u.....!! Mwaaah!

neha
Her name exhibiting loveliness,
& she's a typify of prettiness.

Melodic sounding
and writing couplet
with attractiveness.

Fanatical for DolphinSSS
brimming with wittiness & cuteness,
Simple,
yet, in stylishness.

She is our chum,
our "Sweetened SASHU"

"CHEERS"

Maulik
Well…
Sometimes I feel that earth is not actually round, because in this big world I am not attached with my natives properly…I thought how two persons, who are too far from each other, can not maintain any relationship…
But when I joined Ah, Poetry-community ah lots of angles are added in my life…
SASHU…a lovely soul and a great poet too…A girl with some extra soft heart and the softness you can feel in her writes…I know her since I joined the community but the bond between us is became stronger now… we have started from "HI" and we are at "KYA BE KAISI HAI"..So you can figure out…Yah I am a big fan of her…Every of her write is full of silent messages and they will help you for sure…She is a great motivator too…
Her simplicity and hospitality is awesome...She will always there with her 32 when you really need her...
And always there with her favorite word “LOLZ”…he he…
Hey SASHU thanks for sharing your pages with us…
Be the same for me always…
Be happy….
Always sparkles…


Piyush
Sashu.......well her writes prompted me to write this testi...!
Everytime u try to read her...you will find something different.......but still a common soul in her writes that tells about her uncommon way to look at things............definitely one of the most brilliant writers in this social network.........at this young age she had acheived a lot.......which a normal person like me can only think about...............
I don't know how she does it...but always takes me by surprise by her writes.......but tell you what sashu.......i was very much afraid when I've sent u friend req....as i thot....you wud surely turn it down..........but people after few mins...there was a scrap in my scrap buk....."How r u piyush???"....!

surely she is SACHIN TENDULKAR of our comm....(AH! Poetry),she cud use words at her wish........and a very friendly indeed.....!

and only thing we share in common is that we both are great fans of Deepika padukone.......!


GOD BLESS.........waise yeh HIR ki fav line hai.........!

ChEtHaN
Well..Shez the sweetest among my few friends..Funny female with an extra edge 4 pep talk..She can go on and on and on till eternity...Highly boisterous and affable....She wuz just a mere acquaintance for me at school 4 a couple of years..But now after a couple of years i jus cant stop talkin 2 her.Im kickin myself for not talkin to her earlier.Im sure shez thinkin dat 2 hehe..A small silence from her side can rip an absyss in my heart(U LISTENIN??)..She sure has lots of fans followin her but shez a fan of mine(oh cmon!!)..Its been ages since i met her but dunno y, i get this feeling that shez always there near me n i c her thru her messages n voice..Im sure u enjoyed the whole testimonial U reshamiya fan(sheesh)...Anyways b wat u r KEEP SMILIN


Pathik
Sasha,Sashu,Sash, this cute and bubbly gal next door whom I refer to by many names has got many traits to her personality also. I've known her for quite some time now and I have simply been stumped by her enthusiasm for life, bindaas attitude, care and compassion for the people she knows. Yup, our meeting was accidental and she never really believed that we culd be great friends, but then she proved herself wrong and stood by me during a very difficult phase of my life and I believe, she'll always stand by all her friends. May God Bless u Sashu.


Rahul
Sashuuu....
A cute Teddy bear loving girl. My lovely cousin...


Shal....
Tineeee wineeeeeeee angel
That’s sashu

Always giggling, a joy to be around with, its infectious her laffter catches u , be aware hehheh
A very warm heart, full of love
Firstly I m so glad u missed ur bus, cud cu again hehehheheh.
Secondly our giriliiiii shopping is still pending so cu again gal


Usha
And what do I say about this sweet soul, who I haven't even met, but who is now family to me? Its not just the spontaneous wit, not just the uninhibited concern and support, not just the lively repartees, not just her deep, emotional and moving poetry...not just this, but so much more ... her innate, inner beauty, which I don't need eyes to see [hehehe K-paxian!!] which make her so very special :)!! Truly, a daughter to be proud of, though I may only claim to be her Virtual Mom..hehehe!
Sashu, for me is like the daughter I would have had, I'm sure, and who I have found too!!!
Thank you Sash...for being You!!:)


mona: Jab dil hota hai udhaas, mit jaati hai jeene ki aas,
To kaun hota hai aapke dil ke bilkul paas?

Jab aasan raasta lage mushkil, jab namumkin lage Manzil
Tab kaun badaaye hausla, dikhaye safalta ki aas?

Jab Humsafar chod jaaye saath, tod de har kasam, har baat
Tab kaun dikhaaye raasta, kaun bataaye aapki pareshaniyo mein haath?

In sab haalaton mein wahi insaan saath deta hai
Jo aapki aur sirf aapki khushiya chahta hai
Sirf wahi insaan saath deta hain,
Jo aapki har choti se choti baat par bhi gaur karta hain.
Mere dost aise waqt par sirf ek dost hi dost ki madad karta hai

Sirf Ek Dost hi Ek Dost ki madad karta hai.
Warna agar dost hi na honge

To Phir Begaani is duniya mein to, apno ne bhi saath choda hai
Magar mere apno ke roop mein sirf mere doston ne saath nibhaaya hai…………



nikhil
sash..
i have known her for a long time now.i have seen her as a cute li'll toddler to the lovely lady she is now..we have sort of grown up together i might say..though time had brought a parting of ways in between, am glad i found her once more..she is like family now to me n my parents alike..she is a lovely young soul..someone so sweet who can never hurt a soul knowingly..someone who cherishes friendship 4 life..with her bubbly attitude n eversmiling grace she will always be there to keep u cheered up..she is full of fun..a beautiful maiden with a heart of gold..am glad i rediscovered her..maybe there is indeed sumthing known as destiny..

sash,i hope you would remain the same ever...a wonderful angel!

keep smiling.. i wish you life's very best...all joys and dreams of yours...every hope...every aspiration..i wish them all!

sash..

juz two words to define u..

simply awesome!!


'DARK KNIGHT'
hmmmm..
sashu..the name it self suggests attitude..so is the nature of this sweet gal..haha
yes..sashu has the perfect amount of attitude,sweetness,caring,and friendship qualities embedded within her ..
She is a hidden talent...
She writes so good poems that makes one glued to her writes..
I would describe this person by using this phrase.."Beauty With Brains"..
Beauty - because she is very beautiful as a person..
Brains - because she is good in studies too and is in the field of medicine..
The thing that I like in her the best is the language which she uses to scrap or while chatting..she prefers z instead of s..haha..sounds so cool!
Lady u r a complete rocker..
Being ur friend,I have some authority over u..I would be very upset on ur failure and on the other hand would pat ur back on ur success..
I hope the friendship between us continues until this Knight turns in to ashes..
There is so much to say ,but I end this by saying..
Lady,Dark Knight is your fan...


Arun
Sash chechi!! Well ..she’s ma reeli sweet- nice -beautiful –bold-poetic- sister…. Now u can guess dat she’s an institution by herself!! Well…she’s all that and much more…a great human being.. someone who’s known to do good thigns ….even thought I don’t know her much in person, these knowledge of mine bout her are spot on for sure!! Coz goodness in her can be read so easily…. Reeli caring n warm…. Well, her specialities…there r lots of it I guess…but topping in da list is her poetry exploits…..awesome mind boggling one’s she penned down in so short a span!! Hats off to you!! I hope that one day u go on to become an Arundathi Roy, some great day!! Well.. all in all, sash chechi is simply gr8!! Keeping jotting down more poems chechi!!! It’s juss too good!!! And yes…..please do stay your same sweet self!!!


Amitesh
S.A.S.H.U
S = You are very broad-minded.
A = You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
S = You are very broad-minded.
H = You are not judgmental.

thts how sashu is...a very cute adorable friend..bout whom i came to know through orkut..
now we share great frndshp...she is trustworthy...hard working....expert in pulling others legs.....so be aware.....enjoys freaking out with friends...and is a type of person who can bring smile on your face....she posses a very cute smile....the smile which can take anybody's sadness away...and her one smile can make ur day...so u make out hw wonderful her smile is...she can never see her friends in trouble or problem...and always ready to help them out....but never try to hurt her or mess up with her...is she gets angry...u will have to pay for it.....anywaz..don't even try to hurt my sweet cute frnd....or u will have it from me also........
Good to have u as my frnd....
hope we share a everlasting frndshp

alwaz keep smiling




mona: She is most lovely gal I have ever met. I don't have any sis. but she filled that space in my life. She always act maturely and is very understanding gal. In 4 yrs. of our friendship, meine bas ek hi baar iss gussa hote hue dekha hai (don't wanna disclose that). She is sweet, innocent and mature too. I love her life style. I advice is always of millon dollars. Woh baat aur hai ki kabhi-kabhi mein bhi isse advice deti hoon. Hehe. And u know what????? I just love her long hair (pehele chote the).
Sashu itna theek hai na? Ya aur do-char jhuti tareef kar do? Hehe....


Rahul
MY SWEET COUSIN!

Heylo Couzin! She is one of the weirdest person I have come across, a testimonial to that is simply the fact that she ditched her Orkut account with over 220 friends and 3000 scraps and is back starting from square 1. But tell you something, she aint that dumb. She has a wonderful sense of humor (??) and a fantastic attitude to keep people cheered up.

Ask her anything about the medical world and she will come on top, always keeps herself informed. But then, the glitch is if you choose to ask her anything related to the computer world. Id rather not tell you the degree of ignorance, but its really appreciable that she is keen to listen and learn those. She is the class topper, and has all the staff in her kitty. I guess she has a lot of fans in college.

The sweetest part of her is that she loves her teddy bear very much, actually she cant live without it, btw, she wont be too pleased at me exposing her childish side. Just a lovely human being, and glad that I found her as my "cousin".



Nisha
sash...she s my best friend from 11th std.shes simply d best ...real caring,loving...n what not...but real mischevious at times...v made a gr8 company,along wid sruti...THE NSS..she can v wel understand u wen u lie to her....she is a typical scorpio wid an xray vision so BEWARE...lots of fans around al the time...

lovingly v cal her chats{chattambi kalyani..hi!hi!}.v 2gethr had been a part of many blunders which none other than us kno....she had been the leader in "side aakifying" people..real funny are those memories....

she has alwaz been a booster for increasin my confidence....but stil she is a blunder queen..for eg...v {nss}ne'er used to listen to maths classes...sittin at the bak v used to play lot f pranks...she even got cot for eating herWONDER CAKE during max clas...aakra chats..

even thou the 3 f us do notty things... n laff al the time she escapes evry time n poor me used to get cot alwaz....lucky her n poor me..

v had alot of fun in school.i love her as u c shes simply d best...



arun gopalkrshna
well well......not 2 write her a testi wld b a crime really .....especially after da 2 sweet 1c dat she gave me.......lets c nw......have knwn her since a long time nearly 6 yrs as da records put it...............till 2 day she is been wid me through gud times and bad......shes a sweet heart .....da only gal 2 understand me so inside out.......there somethin abt her dat makes her a real dahlin........my bst frnd 2 date and 4 evah more.......runnin out f words man....lemme tell u dat i aint never gonna leave by6 ur side dear.....tc.....luv ya

arun



priya
sash..my early school mate is a stylish girl and is very very talkative..when she starts talking, u'd hardly get a chance to speak even a word..a sweet girl to be with..i have kind of enjoyed my days with her.the funny blunders she makes..its hilarious..i still laugh over ur silliest of blunders..she is knwn for her silly acts of innocence..highly active in school functions yet always a topper..i have learnt a lot from u..esp as to what blunders not to make ever..hehe..missin u sash..wishing u all the very best in life..i know u have a long way to go..wishing u the best of all..

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